I have been forced to learn many lessons in life. I say “forced” cause I’m kinda stupid and I don’t seem to learn gracefully, I seem to learn the hard way. One of the most difficult lessons I need to learn is to allow a situation to develop organically without knowing the answer and forcing it to closure some way. I have spoken of this in a previous post on relationships, but clearly this is a difficult lesson for me to fully absorb. Praying with the Yeging has been difficult as this folly of mine is a source of tremendous pain as “God” or TFB (truth force being, as I call God) has set the universe or multiverse to teach an openness and stillness through the Yeging, so I am constantly battling an unwinable fight. Sometimes this happens with relationships where I will try and figure them out and push them to closure one way or the other. This is really foolish and painful. But we keep repeating our mistakes, sometimes probably across lifetimes, until we learn; that’s how life is set up. I have also learned that very few things in life are black or white. I am a Taoist of 8 or 25 yrs depending on how you look at it and this is one of the most basic lessons and I am still learning it.

About J.A.P.

intending to live a life free of regret, learn the Truth/truth and align with it. focused on spiritual development and having fun. maybe something i have to say here will help you on your path of growth and living in peace and joy.
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